Why Some Writers Hide Behind Projects

Some writers hide behind unfinished projects so effectively that neither they nor anyone around them notices it happening. Ask them what they are doing and the answer comes readily — a novel, a series of essays, a long project that has been underway for some time and is coming along, slowly, but coming along. They speak about their work with the fluency of someone genuinely engaged. They have thought carefully about what they are making. They can describe it in detail.

What they cannot do, or will not do, is finish it.

This is not procrastination in the ordinary sense. Procrastination is the failure to begin. What these writers have mastered is something more subtle — the art of permanent beginning. They are always in the middle of something. The work is always almost there. And the project, in its perpetual state of becoming, serves a purpose that the finished thing could never serve.


A completed piece of writing is exposed. It exists in the world as a fixed object, available to be read, judged, misunderstood, or ignored. The writer who finishes something loses control of it — it becomes, in some sense, no longer theirs. And with that loss of control comes the possibility of failure, not in the private sense of falling short of one’s own standards, but in the public sense of being seen to have tried and not succeeded.

The unfinished project carries none of this risk. It exists in a protected state — full of potential, immune to judgment, still capable of becoming everything the writer imagines it might be. The writer who is always working on something is, in a very real sense, always a writer. The writer who finishes and publishes is a writer who has submitted their work to the world’s assessment, and that is a different and more exposed position.

This is not a moral failing. It is entirely human to prefer the safety of potential over the risk of completion. But it is worth naming, because it masquerades so convincingly as productivity.


The project also provides identity. A writer with a substantial work in progress has something to be. In social contexts, in professional ones, in their own internal narrative — the project confers the status of serious writer without requiring the evidence of serious work. Other writers nod with recognition. The project sounds impressive. It may even be impressive, in conception.

But conception is not writing. Planning is not writing. Extensive notes and careful research and detailed outlines are not writing. They are the conditions that writing sometimes requires — but they can also become substitutes for it, elaborate and self-sustaining systems that produce the feeling of working without producing the work.

The writers who are most prone to this are often the most gifted. They have high standards. They can see clearly how far the draft falls short of the vision. They know what the finished thing should be, and the distance between that knowledge and what currently exists on the page is painful enough that continuing to plan — to refine the conception rather than execute it — feels more productive than facing the gap directly.


There is also something that projects offer which finished pieces do not: community. Writers who are working on things talk to other writers who are working on things. They share their struggles, their progress, their moments of breakthrough. This conversation is real and it has value. But it can also become a substitute for the solitary work of actually finishing — a social world built around the idea of writing rather than around writing itself.

None of this is to say that long projects are suspect, or that writers who never finish are simply lazy or avoidant. Some work genuinely requires time. Alex Haley spent twelve years researching and writing Roots — the duration was inseparable from the work itself, the years of tracing ancestry and piecing together a history that had been deliberately obscured. Donna Tartt takes a decade between novels, but each one arrives, finished and complete, the long gestation evidently in service of the work rather than a substitute for it.

Ralph Ellison is the more uncomfortable example. After Invisible Man — one of the most celebrated American novels of the twentieth century — he spent the remaining forty years of his life working on a second novel that never came. He spoke about it, described it, revised it endlessly. It was published after his death in 1999, assembled from more than two thousand pages of manuscript, and it was not the book he had described. The project had become, it seems, something other than a novel in progress. It had become the condition of his life as a writer.

The distinction is in what the project is doing for the writer. Is it a container for genuine work, growing and changing as the thinking develops? Or is it a shield — a way of maintaining the identity and community of a writer without submitting to the exposure that finished work requires?


Most writers who hide behind projects do not know that is what they are doing. The project feels real to them, because in many ways it is. The thinking is genuine. The engagement is genuine. The desire to make something is genuine.

What is missing is the willingness to be done — to release the work from its protected state and let it exist in the world as a finished thing, subject to all the risks that finished things carry.

That willingness is not a talent. It is a decision. And it is, in the end, what separates the writer who is always working on something from the writer who has work in the world.

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